I’ve been thinking about the notion of work quite a bit over the last year. Recent developments at SENSA have again brought these thoughts to the fore.
As a consequence of the above, I’ve had to write a number of letters, some of which will appear below. It’s sordid business but perhaps has to be said, in spite of the associated unpleasantness. I shall add to this post when time permits, or when it appears to be necessary.
Dear artist,
The notion of work is hard to describe in accurate terms. In the context of the arts, where the spectre of the bohemian recluse, who contentedly functions within lack and largely lives without compensation, becomes impossible to dispel, defining the notion of work becomes even harder. This spectre is by no means innocent. Even a cursory investigation would quickly show that it arises, maybe even unavoidably, within a broader system that in any way benefits from limiting or leveraging contributors. How this mechanism can be countered is a hard question to answer. Often, particularly in music on the fringes, the earnings from one’s creations are minuscule1, and the sheer amount of work that would be needed to administer non-exploitative compensation for work delivered would render such an effort counterproductive. The lack of automated avenues on platforms such as Bandcamp, to effect compensation for multiple artists taking part in compilations, further complicates this problem.
Creating environments that are equitable with regard to all involved parties is a huge task with many aspects that deserve attention and is probably beyond the ability of any individual or body to decide, which essentially means that only an open, self-correcting structure stands any chance of addressing these issues. What’s relatively easy to see though is that any system that either trivialises issues around work and compensation, or makes it impossible for participants to such a body to determine whether money is changing hands, is doing something wrong.
When an artist approached me some weeks ago, asking whether SENSA has been earning any income from Drone Day compilations, an alarm bell went off. I had been noticing, with increasing concern, that sales were taking place on Bandcamp and I knew well that it would be a next-to-impossible job to distribute these moneys fairly. The fact that a contributor had been unaware of this and had in fact become upset about it made matters worse. Even more concerning was the fact that some of the tracks that SENSA hosted were for sale on other platforms, or as part of other albums, also on Bandcamp, and often for higher prices than what was asked on the drone Day Compilations. I had raised my concerns before but had been met with vague replies, generally to the effect that we should speak about it some time but not now. In order to avoid some of these issues, I offered to raise the price on an album that I knew would create problems if sold, to a figure that (hopefully) rendered it unattractive to purchase, and also made it possible to pay out the correct amount to artists if it does indeed sell. This seemed to work, as the album in question had generated no sales up to the point when the artist contacted me. When one of the organisers (someone who had been made aware of the potential problem on more than one occasion) unilaterally lowered the price of the compilation, I knew that I would have to raise this troubling subject again, so I sent him a friendly Whatsapp message.
To my surprise my concerns were not only dismissed out of hand as trivial but I was met by personal allegations, i.e. that I am dramatic and displayed a pattern of nitpicking and seeking out problems to fixate upon. I had spoken about this mindset to an artist friend of mine before, someone who has contributed to Drone Day on more than one occasion and whose work was affected by these actions, and articulated how this kind of shifting of responsibility may lead to larger issues later on. When I therefore mentioned to them how my concerns were being dismissed, she felt that, as an artist who was directly being affected by these actions, she had to communicate her views on what was taking place.
When the particular organiser received the letter she wrote, he lost his cool, stated that I should never contact him again, and removed my access to the SENSA gmail and email accounts, web page, WhatsApp group, PayPal account, Facebook group, and the Instagram and Bandcamp accounts, even though I had personally created and administered many of these and despite the fact that some of them had belonged to me personally. Initially unaware of being locked out, I fortunately managed to restore access to my PayPal and gmail accounts a few days later, but decided not to bother with the rest. Things quickly became ugly after that. I sent the other organisers a letter to try and defuse the situation without damaging the organisation or community any further, but was met with silence.
Other than sending out a letter to all involved artists to belatedly ask permission to use funds generated by SENSA sales for maintaining current platforms and for organising further events (and receiving a handful of replies,) I have maintained my own silence on these matters. As far as I was concerned, the sharing of information on the more sordid aspects of an organising body was as unlikely to engender trust in said body as it was to benefit the larger community. It has however begun to appear that I might have been wrong about that as the information that has been selectively leaked seems intent to portray me as some kind of bad actor (and in so many words,) something that I never was.
This, combined with the fact that a body that I am a founding member of and have spent literally 1000s of hours of uncompensated work on over the last few years and was hoping to promote as avenue to organise many further events going forward – a body that now seems to have been made inaccessible to me – is the reason for breaking my silence.
Those who have enjoyed working with me might be happy to hear that I’ll be continuing my work, even if it means having to create another platform for doing so. It is a pity that the actions and bad faith of one or two persons have been allowed to mar what was an otherwise beautiful project. I have always endeavoured to promote an open, friendly, ethical, and equitable environment for exploratory expression and will continue to do so.
Kind regards,
Jacques van Zyl
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1 What is small to one person might of course be substantial to another, and in it only makes sense, I think, if the contributor decides this level of significance.





MY SUBSEQUENT LETTER TO SENSA
Dear Rosemary and team,
It’s with a heavy heart that I have had to witness the dysfunction, which has been gradually seeping into SENSA over the past year, unfold to its present state. I have been asked to come up with a possible solution to any future involving SENSA. Though it is unusually hard for me to type through this letter, I shall attempt to do so now – and as briefly as possible.
The only equitable, ethical and practical way forward for SENSA that I can see is for Aragorn Eloff and Stephan Erasmus to resign with immediate effect. What would happen thereafter is unclear, but I believe, somewhat optimistically I know, especially in the light of what has been happening recently, that things would soon after settle back into the ethos that the founders had originally set out to portray. Exactly how this would play out is of course impossible to determine from where we stand now, but I believe that the momentum gained thus far would be largely independent of details when the collective starts attracting individuals whose concerns lie with exploratory music itself, rather than the furtherance of more personal agendas.
At present I am not certain whether I would remain a member of the organisation I’m envisioning, at least in the way that I have been up to the present, but I would certainly hope that those who stay on or subsequently become involved would find a way to actually grow the community – not necessarily in numbers but in the ways that it would portray an ethos that many of us would want, in both the worlds of exploratory music and, contingently perhaps, in life in a broader, more quotidian sense.
To succumb to bullying and strong-arming is the same as supporting it. I cannot see myself doing that. When a collective of this kind falls prey to overgrown egos and unchecked self-promotion, it loses every iota of its essential vitality, even though it might seem to be growing. One need only look at large corporations, or countries that have been allowed to actually believe that their exceptionality relies not merely on a set of endemic, self-serving illusions, but on something that has been bequeathed to them by some higher, external universal.
When nomenclature such as “bringing the organisation into disrepute” is brought to voicing legitimate concerns of participating musicians, and then leads to the singling out of individuals who do speak out against the shortfalls that had caused these concerns in the first place, in order to coerce them onto a type of makeshift altar of submission to the selfish expediency of those responsible for both the coercion and the shortfalls, much else fails. One’s so-called concerns for the community becomes nothing more than a ruse for protecting one’s own questionable positionings, and a more or less plausible counterfoil to actual transparent conduct. In so doing, it becomes as difficult for a collective to maintain the course that it has set out upon as to honour the expectations that it has created during its period of holding to that trajectory.
I shall not be party to that.
Sincerely,
Jacques van Zyl













